Past Life Memory Bank
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    Merry Meet Again. As shocking as this may be to some, there are more people on this planet who believe in reincarnation than there are those who do not believe in it. If you are wondering whether you have lived before, or have a strong suspicion that you have, the Past Life Memory Bank is a great place to begin your journey into yourself.
    As always, my heartfelt thanks go to all of you who have so generously shared your memories with the world. The Memory Bank has become a valuable resource for writers, film makers, and other creative people whose works deal with reincarnation. Your memories continue to inspire them. - Eileen Holland

Updated: 1/2/10


Use these links as gateways to the places and periods that interest you.
Don't forget to check Multiple Lives, where many different eras are covered,
and Non-Specific Times and Places, where you will also find interesting stories.
EUROPE
THE AMERICAS
ASIA (includes Middle East, India)
AFRICA
Egypt
The Burning Times
The Titanic
World War I
World War II
MULTIPLE LIVES
NON-SPECIFIC TIMES & PLACES
ANIMAL MEMORIES
Children's Memories & Experiences


MerryMeetAgain
    This is an e-list is for readers and contributors to the Past Life Memory Bank, and for anyone else who enjoys discussing reincarnation. Please be welcome to subscribe, and to seek your answers and connections here. I'd like to encourage readers to make use of this list. It isn't possible for me to correspond with readers, or to provide e-mail links. People sometimes write to me because they think they recognize someone here from a past life, but I cannot help them because I don't keep records of e-mail addresses. So please, use the list to communicate with one another.

If you would like to share or record your past life memories, send them to me. Make the subject PAST LIVES (be sure to do that, or my browser may think that your letter is junk mail and I will not get it.).
   Memories that don't ring true, such as those with historical inaccuracies gross enough for me to catch, will not be posted. Listings that take too long to edit (spelling, grammar, etc.) cannot be posted because of time constraints. I have also heard from too many Anastasias, Cleopatras, Marie Antoinettes, etc. to post memories from people who think they were historical figures. I know you're sincere, but you can also see my dilemma.
    If you use this e-mail link to write to me about anything else, please note that it often takes me several months to read most of my mail. I am not a psychic or an expert on past life work, and I cannot interpret your dreams. I do not keep people's e-mails, or keep record of their addresses, so I cannot help you to get in touch with someone whose memory intrigues you. Please use the e-list for that.

Are all these memories actual past lives?
    Perhaps. Some of them certainly are, as you can feel the truth in them. The cynic in me tends to doubt the romantic memories, but that could just be me.


LETTERS

    This space is for letters that don't quite fit into in the Memory Bank. I wish that I could respond individually to everyone who writes to me, as I once did, but my M.S. has progressed to a point where this is no longer possible. I am by no means an expert on reincarnation, but I've certainly learned a lot about it by reading your letters through the years. What I can tell you with certainty is that reincarnation is real, that mqany of us have lived before and will be back again. There are many methods of learning about your past lives, from meditation to dream work to hypnosis. Different things work better for different people, so experiment - but be wary of anything expensive. There are lots of con artists and exploiters in this world, unfortunatey.
    What else . . . final memories often seem to surface first, especially when a sudden, violent death was involved. Past lives do sometimes seep into present ones, in both positive and negative ways. If you feel like something from a past life is holding you back or affecting you in some other negative way, work on resolving it. Seek professional help, if need be, from someone legitimate who is wise and open-minded. Finally, how can you determine whether or not a memory is "real"? This isn't a science and others will have different opinions, but here are some things that I have come to rely on:
    1. The more detail, the more real the memory is - especially when senses like smell and touch are included.
    2. If you 'remember' yourself being someone famous, that's likely just a dream or fantasy.
    3. Same as above if the memory is very romantic, or involves someone you have strong feeligs for or about in this life. I don't believe in all that Soul Mate stuff, sorry.
    Please feel free to disagree with me, though. Seek your answers. And remember: If you would like to communicate with other readers of like mind, or with contrbutors to the Memory Bank, please make use of this e-list:
MerryMeetAgain

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    I have had this question since I began studying Wicca and the craft. And I was hoping maybe you could give me some insight. I can feel that I am an old soul, that I have been on this earth more than one time, however I'm not sure in what forms. But the question that has been bothering me the most is since I was young I've been able to sense and see spirits and the only thing that ever seemed to comfort me was my dragons. Since then I've had dragon figurines and pendants and I've always felt drawn to the image and stature of a dragon. What could that mean in aspect to who I am and where I may have come from? - Thanks, Darcel
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    Hi, my life is not in the past but a future reincarnation. Whether or not this is going to happen still I can't be sure, as I think our future lives change according to our actions in this one. This was at the start of 2009 that I had this crazy moment of prophecy whilst in the shower. LOL. I believe that this life will happen if I continue on the path I was on at that stage.
    Anyways, in this sudden moment of knowledge. I saw myself surrounded by green, but the green wasn't rolling fields, but gardens. I looked around me and there were many buildings in a long street. The houses looked modern (circa 2009) some were older some looked way newer. The buildings were mainly red like terracotta, (not sure of spelling) and there were many large trees lining the street. Even though the area where I live now is nothing like this landscape I felt that I liked it quite a lot. I felt comfortable. I saw then myself. I was wearing dark blue (which automatically reminded me of my dad’s work clothes. Dairy farm.)  Dark blue is one of my least favorite colours. It was like a full pants and shirt that were this dark blue. I was holding a girl of about 7 in my arms and swinging her around, in our front yard. I had dark black hair - in this life it’s white blonde. I was tan - in this life I’m white. We share one thing in common, we're both guys. The next thing I saw was this massive mirror, like seriously huge, but it was directed at the sky (by huge i mean like 500 meters wide) and I knew exactly what it was, its where I worked at. It was up in the sky above the centre of the city. I knew my career, too. I was a solar technician, and the mirror was a solar plant. The only other things I knew were my last name (Mathews) and where this was - it was in Colorado, it resembles boulder heaps. I’m actually Australian, I looked up colorado and this picture of a green city came up it was boulder and i was like wow. The year was the last thing I knew, it was somewhere in the 2110s. I was about 30 in my next reincarnation at the time of this viewing. In this life i'm born in 1994.
    I find it so odd that im like a manual worker in this next life, I hate manual work. I mean a technician - -  what was I thinking, lol. Anyways, hope you found it interesting. I surely did.
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    Hello and wow. I found your site by accident, was searching for winning lotto numbers and voila. 
    I have a glimpse of a memory of being offered and shown 3 choices of life, (I don't remember the examples but I do remember the risks involved with each choice) the first life, was a very good life of wealth & happiness, and chances would be slim that I would come to my senses about what it would take to return home safely). The second choice would be a combination of good things and not so good things with about a 50/50 chance of returning home safely. The 3rd choice was not a very happy life but a surefire way of returning home. I don't remember actually choosing but I have a pretty good idea of what I chose. I'm 100% sure I'll be ok after this life.  Just thought I would share. Lol. Weird little thing hmmm?  Thanks for taking the time to achieve your interesting websight. I look forward to spending some more time there. - Michelle
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    All I remember is suddenly being in a place of utter bliss, it felt good to be there, like I belonged, then made to go into a tube and I remember saying to myself, "I don't want to do this again". Please let me know if others have experienced the same.
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    Do others have the persistent feeling of "wanting to go home", but not knowing where/when that home is/was?
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    I understand the past life is the only one you recall in the current life. As you progress in a soul you don't recall all of them.  Only the one subsequent to this current life.
     I understand to have these visions at the age when passed through the last life is when you start to recall the last life.  Is that true? Thanks for the time. Sincerely, LEE
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    Eileen Holland, I got your book The Wicca Handbook on a whim because it intrigued me when I bumped into it in the book store. It continues to intrigue me every time I open it. I would like to contribute a good portion of my newfound self-acceptance on the guided meditation your book has helped me with over the past year. And in the inner journey it has lead me on. It has helped me to find myself and discover along the way that I do actually love myself. After all the self-torture I put myself through it was a welcome relief. The best part of your book to me was that you did not try to shove anything down my throat everyone is individual and open to your own interpretation unlike any religion I have researched, which I had done quite a bit of over the past few years. I wanted to thank you personally even if you do not read this email I feel like you are someone with a wise old soul and you have unknowingly guided and helped me more than I can even say.
    I have a few questions that if you have the time to answer I would really appreciate it. First, ever since I was a little girl I have always thought that I would die young and always in a car accident. It has never worried me, it just seemed natural and fitting. However I am almost 19, which is longer than I excepted to live. So this leads me to think that maybe it was a memory of a death that has already happened to me in a past life. But memories of past lives confuse me, simply because memories are located in our brains and are truly a physical aspect. I believe a soul can be reborn but I can not believe that any part of the physical body would come with it. How do you feel past live memories are stored? I am willing to believe it is just my imagination but I respect your opinion and thought you could help me with this.
    Also I received an amulet as a present awhile ago. I believe I was told it is an Egyptian symbol, but I can not find it on the internet anywhere and no one can tell me what it means. I have attached a picture of it, if you could point me in the right direction or tell me what it means I would appreciate it very much.  
    Thank you for all you have done. Merry meet and merry part and merry meet again,

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I'm not an expert, but I think of reincarnation as cosmic recycling. Here's my opinion, but remember that it's an opinion and others have different views. The physical body is not a part of it, except that some people seem to retain certain things, like injuries, with them as baggage. The purpose of reincarnation is to work on our karma, to improve ourselves, as we jourey through our lifetimes. Carrying baggage slows us down, so it's important to learn whatever we need to learn and release the rest. "Where thoughts go, energy flows." Yes, you might have died in a car accident in a previous life. Buckle up, and don't dwell on it.
The symbol on your amulet it looks like part of the bottom of the Eye of Horus symbol - also called the wadjet or wedjat. It's beautiful. I'm not an expert on this either so I checked with my husband, who is from Egypt, and he agrees. - Eileen

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  hey, always been interested in past live memories. i'm a classical guitarist that has a masters degree in prac and historical classical guitar.
when i play i can remember intricate sections of music based on color association. that's this life.
    so i have doubts when it comes to images or strong feelings i have of eras gone. but i have alway had some interesting occurances in my life that i'm not sure what they mean. when i saw your site i browsed and found some similarities between my past life stuff and other peoples. are there some periods of time where the impressions are particulary strong, because i can't explain why i have much of the same types of magnatism to certain eras as many do. because there are alot of people around, now and back then, but alot of it overlaps, interms of cultures eras and society type scenarios.are we all reincarnated, or do some of the energys from certain eras, serve to guide us in this time. i.e it would be a hap hazard world if only the people living were incharge of the running of society. therefore it's probibly reasonable to assume that past lessons learnt would serve to help hummanity. this is my only answer to my obsession to the past in terms of chance third party occurance, and also subjective interpretations.
    so in summuray: is it us that are reincarnated, or do more than one channel the energy of those who have gone before us? or sceptically, do we all just get it from the media?
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    Hi, I found your website, and I am thankful for providing this service. If you're not busy I would be grateful if you can read my story regarding my slight curiosity concerning my past life. Some background about me might help. I'm 17, female, Japanese. I was born in Tokyo and moved to Bali, Indonesia when I was 4. I've always loved the beautiful natural environments and wildlife here, especially the birds.
    Here's my story. I didn't believe in reincarnations, until about a week ago when something clicked in my head and I remembered that I've always had images of Earth destruction since I was very little. I don't even know when I began seeing those images and having sad feelings about the Earth, but I've always loved our planet and grieved about humans destroying it gradually. These feelings were especially strong when I was around 9 to 13 years old, I cried so much every night seeing and thinking about forests on fire, oil from tanks killing seabirds, poachers shooting tigers, endangered birds being trapped for illegal trade . . . everything. I know that our species is destructive only because we're sophisticated and successful as a species, so I don't blame humans . . . But I've always been sad about it.
     Yes, the other thing that makes me think I had a past life is that I'm a generally sad person. I assumed that I was simply born as a person who is almost constantly feeling blue. I DO have times when I'm content or hyper, but I am always conscious of the mysterious and melancholy feelings somewhere inside. I keep thinking, maybe I am a reincarnation of somebody quiet and insignificant who had something to do with the Earth, and had a tragic life. I know it won't really affect my current life, but I still wish to know what kind of person I really was, and when I had been alive. One thing I'm pretty sure about: I wasn't of any historically significant figure.
Thank you, I appreciate your help! - Sincerely Yours, Yui 
 
 

Interesting Site: The Reincarnationist